Aurus, 42

Gamer For Life When it comes to talking about me, its never easy....

I use to move around a lot when my father was in the military, and I've seen a lot of places, and experienced lots of things, and it was fun for awhile, but when your constantly having to make friends, and develop new relationships, it starts to get stressful after awhile, and it gets to the point where you just start to feel alone, and more like an outcast, and you begin to lose interest in everything, and eventually lock yourself away, and stop trying....

I eventually started to become less social, and wasn't as outgoing as I use to be, and I found other things to occupy my time with, like Writing Stories, Writing Poetry, Playing Video Games, or just watching some Adult Japanese Anime, and I was pretty much letting the world pass me by.

I’ve had my share of heartbreaks, just like anyone else as well….

Some would say I'm Stubborn, or Selfish, but that can go in many directions, and be misread by a lot of people if you don't really understand me. I grew up in a world that lead me to believe that I could be anything I wanted to be, but really there are all kinds of people or things that can hold you down, and eventually you just get tired of the games and stupidity that some people constantly sprout each day, and you begin to wonder if there's any kind of logic left in the world.

When it comes down to it. I'm just a simple guy, living in a harsh world, and I do what I can to survive in it, and I have my weaknesses, and problems just like anyone else, so take me as I am or don't bother with me at all.

What I could really use are some friends (Not users, Gold diggers, Backstabbers, or Con artists) who share the same frame of mind as me, and aren't out to just be immature, and constantly complain about how everything in life is all about them, and are all about irrelevant things like bling, popularity, and whatever else the media feeds you etc. Just have some Honor & Respect.